[cornwallmother2020]

Hi.

As a mother of a beautiful adult son who has drug issues my heart goes out to you. I also struggle with how much I ‘may’ have enabled in the past. I ruminate about how things could have been done differently and on my bad days I blame myself.

I dont know what Im trying to say, just that who knows what is the right thing at the time? This is a huge learning curve with many mistakes made through love and desperation.

Big, non patronising hug X

[cornwallmother2020]

Ive just started reading the story but I need a break. I feel resentful.

Anyway I saw your comment on there – we have sons of the same age. Yours has been clean for over a year? Mine told me 9 months but this turned out to be untrue, easy to hide when you are 100’s of miles away.

I sound bitter today. I guess I am sad so this comes out as bitterness. Its probably the wrong time for me to be sharing with people, I am so so so raw from the last ten days.

I will catch up more on here soon, when Ive turned back into my nicer, sunnier self 😉 XXX

[cornwallmother2020]

Thanks to some women on my post I have found this thread.

I am not alone……

[cornwallmother2020]

Hello again

My plan tonight is to read back through my story and to delve into others. I cannot get through this alone.

Thank you for replying, I will search for that other thread now X

[cornwallmother2020]

I cant find it and can’t work out how to X

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. Ive just had ten days from hell. My son ended up street homeless hundreds of miles away. It ended with us tracking him down ourselves after complete ineptness from the police. Ten days of suicide attempts, a sectioning, an arrest and charge, using H with the homeless. My poor boy. I don tmake any sense but i Needed an outlet. 7

Love to you all X

[cornwallmother2020]

Why cant I comment anymore? 🙁

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. J relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I had ten days of missing persons reports, opening and closing them. A literal man hunt on social media with thousands of reposts.

In the end we had people go to the city to find him on foot and they did. The police let me down at every turn, mis information and complete ineptness. I will never waste my time with them as it was us that stopped him in the end.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I had ten days of missing persons reports, opening and closing them. A literal man hunt on social media with thousands of reposts.

In the end we had people go to the city to find him on foot and they did. The police let me down at every turn, mis information and complete ineptness. I will never waste my time with them as it was us that stopped him in the end.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I had ten days of missing persons reports, opening and closing them. A literal man hunt on social media with thousands of reposts. He was attempting s, sectioned at one point, arrested and charged, released twice. He was running and running. Ending up smoking h, which is a first for him.

In the end we had people go to the city to find him on foot and they did. The police let me down at every turn, mis information and complete ineptness. I will never waste my time with them as it was us that stopped him in the end.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I had ten days of missing persons reports, opening and closing them. A literal man hunt on social media with thousands of reposts. He was attempting suicide, sectioned at one point, arrested and charged, released twice. He was running and running. Ending up smoking h, which is a first for him.

In the end we had people go to the city to find him on foot and they did. The police let me down at every turn, mis information and complete ineptness. I will never waste my time with them as it was us that stopped him in the end.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I had ten days of missing persons reports, opening and closing them. A literal man hunt on social media with thousands of reposts. He was attempting suicide, sectioned at one point, arrested and charged, released twice. He was running and running. Ending up smoking heroin, which is a first for him.

In the end we had people go to the city to find him on foot and they did. The police let me down at every turn, mis information and complete ineptness. I will never waste my time with them as it was us that stopped him in the end.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

[cornwallmother2020]

So its been a while. I have had the worst ten days of my life. My son relapsed so badly that he ended up on the streets in a city hundreds of miles from me. I dont have any answers for the details but he is on his way to see me now. I am scared, shaking so badly.

I had ten days of missing persons reports, opening and closing them. A literal man hunt on social media with thousands of reposts. He was attempting suicide, sectioned at one point, arrested and charged, released twice. He was running and running. Ending up smoking heroin, which is a first for him.

In the end we had people go to the city to find him on foot and they did. The police let me down at every turn, mis information and complete ineptness. I will never waste my time with them as it was us that stopped him in the end.

I know I probably dont make sense and I dont know if anyone will read this but I needed an outlet.

Love to you all

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