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Thank you it’s July 6 at 1245
I did everything I could for him and still I blame myself. If I’d been harder. If I’d not been so blunt. In my heart I know that’s rubbish and that it was much more than how I or the family spoke or treated him. He knew we loved him but what made him do this. I don’t understand
Thank you your message did comfort me it really did. I see signs that my son is still with me. Things that have been noticed by others. I’m in no doubt he would hate to see me and his sister so distraught and would want to say he loves us and is ok and at peace. Please god things work out for your boy no one should go through this xx
We are sorting his funeral so busy is my best friend at the minute. So many people he worked with have said how well liked and respected he was which is such a comfort. Such a shame those damn dealers didn’t leave him be
I know you all understand. I just thank god he is out of this nightmare much as I love him I could not protect him that really hurts me
He is at peace I know but we are not. It’s a battle to get through the days now. I was so close to him but couldn’t save him.
Thank you x
How awful it just shows you just can’t get it right to save them. I understand her wanting to be with him. I felt that as well but I’m not brave enough to do that and I could not destroy my daughter and grandchildren. I know it will slowly get better and life will go on but I will never be able to put my arms round him or tell him it will be ok. Thing is I’m not sure he would have ever been free now he is away from the people that used and abused him and I know he will be at peace. We just need to find ours now
My poor poor son. I can’t bear it. I will always wonder what I could have done.
Yes I know he knew and I knew he loved me
Soft they call it same as I was with him and my daughter. God I want to see him so badly
Thank you yes he was lovely. Just noticed a lack of photos of me and him together. Getting some pics of us and the children to put in the grave. Also his 2 year old made a Father’s Day card we will put that in and I want to write a letter. I can just imagine him laughing about all the toot I’m putting in x
Thank you I and my daughter are awake thinking this time yesterday maybe he was ending it. She is in pieces my heart hurts that I couldn’t save him from this. I love him so much. I told him I’d walk away if he couldn’t turn this around this time. I couldn’t keep doing this. I don’t know how to stop this hurt
Thank you. I can’t get the picture of him out of my head. How can I live with this. Knowing I’ll never see him again breaks my heart. He didn’t deserve this
But I wasn’t there when he needed me