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Somehow it feels right for me to say love him whatever. I think that is the most important thing. We can’t change what they are or their choices or the outcome. I know how hard it is to watch. It’s so heartbreaking but you have to also care about you xxxx
Thank you. We are getting along ok. Still miss my son everyday and sometimes it hits me hard. Wishing you all a peaceful Mother’s Day xx
That’s good news. Well done xx hope things slow down for you now and you get some peace
Your story is sadly similar to many many others. It’s so painful to watch and yet that is all we can do. If we could save them we would in a heartbeat. I can’t suggest anything except keep talking to people who understand. My thoughts are with you and your boy xx.
Thank you speak soon xx
I have absolutely no doubt. I’ll look for that book x keep safe
I hope and pray you manage to stay clear of drugs for yours and your families sake. I know my son is with us it might sound odd but we have had all sorts of odd “coincidences” happen from the day he died. That’s a real comfort x
Thank you no he would hate to see how we are so upset I know that. If only he knew how much we missed him. We are going away next week funnily enough it will be a chance to rest. I am sure my son felt bad about the things he put us through and I wouldn’t want him back in that position it was no fun for him of that I’m sure x
My daughter and grandson live with me at the moment. My daughter is really struggling with her brothers death. My son has a three year old who I have every other weekend. She can’t work out where her daddy is. When she’s at mine she looks at his pictures and kisses them before she goes to sleep. No no one knows the pain till they have been through it. It feels like my life is over. I really don’t care what happens to me I would give my life to have him back well not addicted because his life was hell
I’m sleeping intermittently. Yes I know I will never get the truth. Drugs and dealers. Scum
I think she has lots of nasty to hide including that night. I have his phone someone has deleted all her messages to and from her…….hmmmmm
You are right karma is coming in the shape of a mum who won’t give up until truth outs.
I am sleeping better than I was but my son is always in my head. I know he didn’t help himself sometimes but there are some evil people who exploit vulnerabilities and sadly that’s what happened. That’s not ok and I’ll do my best to highlight it appropriately
I think she has lots of nasty to hide including that night. I have his phone someone has deleted all her messages to and from her…….hmmmmm
You are right karma is coming in the shape of a mum who won’t give up until truth outs.
I am sleeping better than I was but my son is always in my head. I know he didn’t help himself sometimes but there are some evil people who exploit vulnerabilities and sadly that’s what happened. That’s not ok and I’ll do my best to highlight it appropriately
Thanks yes that helps understand. The girl has said nothing. Nothing at all. The police took a statement but she said he left early, lots of things don’t add up but I suppose with drugs involved they wouldn’t would they. I would have thought she would have messaged me even to give condolences but nope. With a couple of weeks she had another blokes picture on her profile page. Says it all really doesn’t it
Just that it was enough but he had a lot going on that night he thought he had got back with a toxic girl who made out she wanted him back she was with someone else and was playing mind games. Someone told him. He got a gram at about 215 and by 330 he was dead. There were two empty cocaine bags and one and half syringes of clear fluid. Any idea what that was. Cocaine would not be clear mixed to inject would it. My son had very little cocaine in his system according to toxicology. That’s what I don’t understand surely a gram is a lot if he took it all
Just understanding how it can make you feel that bad. It’s a long story but he was being tormented by a girl and that night he was meant to be getting back with her. Apparently she was playing mind games with him he was desperately trying to call her she wouldn’t answer. Looks like she left a voice mail which is gone like all her messages at about 215 he got a gram and by 330 ish he had hung himself. There was not much in his system though according to the toxicology surely there would be a lot show up if he took a gram don’t you think. He had been using for years had stopped for 2 month then she appeared and he was drinking heavily taking lots of coke and steroids. He had stopped again for a week then this happened