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Thanks Danman strange day tearful. I’ve been on my own. Took a diazepam and slept most of the day. My son would hate seeing me like this I know he would. Despite his issues I loved him and he loved me very much. Nothing I can do. It’s to late thank you for caring though. Try stay away from your ex. If she is using as well it will only end one way xx
It all sounds so familiar. Even when they see someone take their own life due to getting to far in and oweing not nice people money they carry on. Praying your boy sees sense xx
Thank you. I believe that as well. Xx
I am at the park with his little girl we just arrived and the band started playing 1000 years. I had this at his funeral because from the time he died I couldn’t get it out of my head. Think he’s with us bless him. He won’t be far from me and his little girl x.
Thank you so much. Please take our story on board when you next want to use. My son had just about lost everything. I got him free of it for a couple of months then he met this really toxic girl. He seemed to fall fast she got him drinking taking steroids and he was doing loads of coke. She was abusive psychologically to him tried to isolate him. I think it was just to much. I plan to work towards helping others in his memory. Thank god I didn’t do tough love. I would never have forgiven myself. I know he is with me he has given me signs bless him. I will do the best I can in his memory. I plan to stay on here like you suggest and hopefully be some help. Stay strong enjoy your daughter my son left his two year old little girl behind. She can’t work out where her daddy is x
He hung himself he’s dead. 7 weeks ago I found him. It’s to late
I’m trying to understand what goes on in their heads. My son committed suicide recently he’s been a heavy cocaine user for some years. I found him and am absolutely broken. I know he was at the point where he was or could have lost everything but I think a girl he met just pushed him over the edge I may never know and that’s hard
I hope you get free of this, we have spoken before about my son who was addicted to cocaine. He was doing ok, I chose support rather than tough love and I still think it was the right way to go.. he had 2 months clean then got drawn back in by a girl. He appeared really ill with it. She got him on steroids and alcohol as well. He hung himself 7 weeks ago. I am broken. I can’t get my head round it. Has it ever made you feel that bad, maybe you can help me understand what his head would have been like. I hope hearing this gives you some encouragement to stop, don’t let your mum end up how I am. Lots of love x
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This sounds so familiar. 700 in three days the debts the rent the constant paying out the despair. Addiction is such a dreadful disease it affects the whole family. I hope and pray your boy overcomes it. I wish I could talk to him and tell him where my son ended up and the devestation that has caused. Stay strong xx keep in touch
He did know and I knew he loved me. I just miss him so much. Even with his chaos. I will be fighting for things to be put right in his memory. Watch this space. Failed the wrong mother and son x❤️
I rack my brains what I could have done different but I know if he had lost everything he would have ended his life sooner. He was failed by so many organisations it’s becoming glaringly obvious the more I dig x
It’s exhausting trying to support someone in addiction. We have to feel our way along and do the best we can.
It’s difficult one thing may work for one not for another. I continued getting my son to work and found out it was his protective factor. Down side it also gave him money. If he’d lost his job which was on the cards it would have finished him. As it was he died but who knows what’s right or wrong. I wanted him to have structure something to get up for. It’s so damn difficult
No you are right I suppose addicts are at the bottom of the pile. The rehabs won’t want it spread to much that it’s available as they will be over run. It’s all so sad.