Forum Replies Created
-
Posts
-
Thank you it’s been so hard. I cry all the time and sleep. I can’t think to much about it as I think about the what ifs. I know in my heart I did everything I could and he still chose drugs and a nasty toxic relationship over a mum who loved him and a 2 year old daughter he adored. Having said that if it hadn’t happened I know that things would have got worse for him. I want him back but I want him clean of the drugs. Was it going to happen probably not.
My prayers are with you. We face rubbish mental health and drug services. What are we to do xxx
No I try to understand how a drug can come before everything else but I struggle. Surely when you see all your money disappear in one night. See that you are losing family friends job home it would make you sit up. But no it doesn’t. I can only imagine how desperate my son felt to actually hang himself. That’s the reality he couldn’t escape it.
You are right we forget the bad times and see them in a rosy glow forgetting the really difficult things that happened. It’s the dealers to blame getting them hooked onto this shit in the first place. I do worry if I could have done something when he was younger. In my heart I know I couldn’t physically lock him in the house but you do think what if
I let my daughter read your reply in her heart she knows shes done right but now he’s not here she sees her brother not the addict and I suppose is thinking how it should have been. I look back and see how chaotic it has been for me over the years but I never stopped trying. Addict or not we love him it wasn’t his fault we know that and I don’t doubt he knew we loved him
It is so heartbreaking. If only he waited but in my heart I know things would have got much worse for him especially with this new girl around. I don’t know what the answer is or could have been. If love could have cured him he would have been ok but it wasn’t enough x. When did your brother die Vickie my daughter is wracked with guilt because she wouldn’t have her brother at our home as her little boy lives with us and she disapproved of my sons lifestyle. I know he would have understood why these were his choices but bless him he couldn’t help it x
How do I find the petition. I am going to be making complaints about lack of mental health and drug services
Miss him so much. Clearing his house got a bailiff letter there. They called on him the day before he hung himself
Xx
Thank you and thanks to all of you for thinking of us. My sons funeral went well although heart wrenchingly difficult. Weird thing though although I miss him and wish him back I don’t wish him back to be tormented and he was tormented. I know he’s out of that torment now. Those vile people can’t get to him anymore I pray for any other poor souls caught up in this disgusting trade x
Thank you I feel very numb. My stomach is churning. I just think of all the things he/we won’t experience. The people who helped him get to this point are the scum of the earth. He was a good lad he didn’t deserve this x
Thank you so much. It’s so damn hard
Thank you. I don’t know where the past two weeks have gone. I think I have been in a daze. Tomorrow my darling boy will be coming home to me. For the first time no one or nothing can hurt him x. I have seen him he looks strangely very handsome and peaceful ❤️