Kittycat23

Forum Replies Created

Viewing 15 posts - 31 through 45 (of 58 total)
  • Author
    Posts
  • Kittycat23
    Participant

    Oh definitely and hiding them from my partner… As he has no clue about it now. He found some in my bag few months back and questioned me but I brushed it off…. Nothing came of it but because it was making me more anxious if he found any more I be on edge all the time…. It’s nice now there is none in the house and I don’t have to be on edge all the time. And it should never even come to it being like that… Looking back I feel so ashamed now… And yes I would do the chemist too not all the time because I had a monthly prescription I would run out like a week beforehand and have to go but I wouldn’t use my local chemist as they know my monthly prescription…… But we can say now no more chemist hopping etc and being shady about it…. Just think positive and say those days are and will be gone ???????????? hope you managed the afternoon out OK with your children.

    I’m having off day I’ve not got out of my pj’s and no motivation… But I tell myself that’s OK we can have those down days….

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Wow stevie 16days already you done. Well done. My situation is pretty much same as your just over a year and half I was on them… What frightened me was when I had to have bloods done some of my blood work was off… And I made the decision to stop because I was so scared what would of happened if I continued them… All my bloods are normal again now thankfully ???? I’m so glad it did scare me though because this is reason as well to stop them and never to return to them. They was making me ill in the end.

    Keep going

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    That’s my mindset markymark you done so many days… Keep moving forward and hit the milestones. That’s only way I’m pushing through… Be proud of yourselfs of getting through each day… It will eventually make you feel good getting through each day then even weeks ????????

    And with the support of everyone on here when you hit each day makes me feel so much better… And proud of myself.

    Keep going everyone we have got this ????

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Welcome superleo. Well done on this attempt to give it up. Don’t look back keep pushing forward now…. You have your children and husband to focus on to get you through it…. These devil pills will trick you any time but it’s getting through it and pushing forward. Hope you manage withdrawls over the next few days and like everyone says its the mental state of it then… I always wondered what that feeling was and the last day or 2 I’ve definitely experienced it… But I’m fighting through it and I won’t allow myself to take any more.

    You have got this ????

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Su

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Access that’s amazing what you have done… All those years and to go cold turkey. You really are a trooper ????

    It’s so easily slipped into doing it for so many years…
    <p style=”text-align: left;”>But look at you now day 27….</p>
    Keep going you have got this

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Thank you black worrior ???? glad they subsided for u for now too.

    Thanks markymark that’s good to know… I will keep powering through the sneezes ???????? and change of temp.

    The weather has huge impact of my feelings too. Very grey and dingy so makes me down in the dumps and makes me crave it….

     

     

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Well done on getting to a week ????

    That’s amazing. The cravings are hard to push through today is probably my worst for the craving ???? but I’m powering through and telling myself that they will ruin my insides and I need to be healthy for my family.

    Has anyone experienced sneezing that lingers on through the withdrawl? Day 22 and I’m still constantly sneezing and having the odd shiver now and then ????

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    <p style=”text-align: left;”>Well done black worrior ???? you really have done well to get through and do all that… 1 task alone is enough to take energy away.. But pushing through that’s really good. Keep on pushing through now and the days will turn into weeks and you will feel so good for it.</p>
    You should be really proud of yourself….

    I’ve hurt my neck this morning and it’s really painful.. How easy it would just go with 1 codiene but I’m pushing through just taking a paracetamol and using heat on it….

     

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Definitely this thread have helped me… Everyday it’s given me hope by reading these posts over and over…. I sat for the first few days without commenting… And if any1 is reading these posts and don’t know whether to write on here like I was…. I would pop on and write and get it all out. It helps massively… I’m very greatful of this support group….

    Everyone is so supportive ????????????

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    3 weeks today for me ????

    How am I even at this point I don’t know… I remember like it was yesterday on day 2 and 3 thinking I wish I was 1 of those saying they hit the 3 week mark….

    Well done tramodol for day 15 what an achievement that is… And especially having a drink and not taking 1 for the hangover as I know how that feels… I’ve not had a drink yet to experience it… But when it comes to it I’m hoping I’m strong ????

    Well done to you all ????

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Blackworrior well done on getting to day 5. I found that day probably the toughest. Keep going I had the same mind set as you. I couldn’t do much with house work etc it’s only been the last 2 days I’ve had more energy to do things around the house. Take some magnesium I really recommend it. I had a 2/3 days where my sleep was awful and without sleep it makes you feel much worse doesn’t it ???? soon as ur sleep is back you will start to feel a bit more human. Keep pushing through you can do it.
    <p style=”text-align: left;”>Well done access on day 26… That’s amazing no going back now for you….</p>
    Hope you had a better day today markymark…

    Keep strong

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Oh I’m sorry to hear you have been in pain markymark, I can honestly see how easily it can slip into taking some for that reason.

    Hope you feel better soon. Your strong and you got this ????

     

     

     

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    Hey, I’m doing OK. I’ve had thoughts today just taking 2 codiene… But I’ve told myself that it’s not the answer to things. I’ve moved forward from those thoughts today but the urges was real high this morning.

    Aw markymark it has to be something in the air today…. Hope your OK.
    <p style=”text-align: left;”>I’m just focusing on my 3 week goal Sunday ???????????????? there’s no way I can go back now I have to keep strong ????????????????</p>
    Sending strength to you all

    Kittycat23
    Participant

    <p style=”text-align: left;”>Wow wynter that’s incredible to get that far. Well done.</p>
    My sleeping was a nightmare the 1st week and I had the restless legs for about 3/4 days of the withdrawl. I found the more you think of the restless legs the worse it was. And also the more I dreaded going to bed the worse my sleep would be. The only thing that’s different is I’m waking earlier than I usually would, but I don’t mind that because I try and get house work done before the children wake up. And it’s more of a routine now and I like it. Where as if I take the codiene I be groggy in the morning and not get out of bed until 10/11am.

    But the sleeping and restless legs was horrible and I thought it could of taken months for it to go but I pushed through.

     

Viewing 15 posts - 31 through 45 (of 58 total)
DONATE