Dear Blue Widow,
My Heat hurts for you. I’m so sorry for your loss and what you have had to go through since the loss of your husband.
My Husband too is a cocaine addict and although he has spent some time in rehab, he keeps relapsing. I am unfortunately mentally preparing myself to be in the same potion as you. The helplessness I feel is unbearable.
I hope you have been able to receive some kind of help and support that you deserve.
xx