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Hiya I feel exactly the same everyday I’m stressing over it I have enough for food which I don’t , it’s our sons birthday Saturday and I have no money for it , I’ll never understand or forgive him for putting us in this position , I really feel for you having to live with him with his comedowns etc , I’m worried every day about where mine is staying even though he’s put himself in this position , it’s no life I feel like we are all just existing , if he fails his drug test this week I’m stopping all contact with the kids x I know life’s not easy but this is just hell x well another day to get through , sending hugs x

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Appreciate the update ivy can’t imagine what you’ve all went through and still going through your son is never far from my mind ❤️

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Thankyou ❤️

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Hi jb3 I’m in the same position but with my husband of 24 years x I know and feel exactly what you are saying , I’ve learnt so much about addiction over these last few months and lived the heartbreak of it as have us all endure along side , my days are consumed with constant thoughts of him and what he’s doing etc it’s very easy for others to jump in and tell you how they see fit to deal with it because they arnt the ones living it nor do they love the addict x I have 2 young boys too and I get when people say you need to look after yourself first but I just feel I can’t , anyway just wanted to say I know how you feel and there is some wonderful mothers on here like yourself , really hope your sons confidence improves and he can start to believe in his own self worth , much love lovely lady x

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Hi Callum well done for admitting it , my husband left 6 months ago after a fantastic 24 year marriage it’s since came out he’s hooked badly on cocaine and finally admitted it today , now I’ve been on your partners end , the lies the shock of it all hits you like a bolt of lightening I imagine she is on egg shells with the whole situation, what’s happened has happened there is no point going back over it , you want to do the right thing now that’s what matters , make sure she knows how serious you are about it and join ca every self help group you can , my husband has lost everything even today he failed a drug test after swearing he hasn’t touched it in 2 weeks he won’t accept help he wants to do it on his own which I imagine where you have been yourself , it never works out well you need to be open and honest with everyone , well done again for admitting it , take any help your offered xx

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Hi is it cocaine your son was taking ? How’s he doing x

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Thanks x keep in touch I hope your husband stays off it x

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I thought cheating too ! No peace I’m constantly worried about him or thinking of him I’m absolutely drained to bits x in a way another woman would have been easier x this is my worse nightmare x

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Mine is in so much debt he’s not living here I have a feeling he’s living in his van he looks a right mess it’s so sad to see someone you love like this but I’ve tried everything, my life and yours has just been ripped apart if you asked me last year if my husband was a addict I’d have laughed in your face x

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Yes people have been great but it doesn’t stop the knot of worry in my stomach it’s just an awful feeling isn’t it x

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I wish mine would accept help he’s honestly one of the most stubborn men I’ve ever knew x one week clean is great it’s a start and least he is trying x

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How you getting on ? Xx

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Thanks for getting back to me , he finally admitted to using after all this time says he can do it on his own I very much doubt it x hugs to all of us living this nightmare

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So I’ve just tested him for cocaine , he failed why agree to it if he knows he’s going to fail ? He’s adamant he’s not touched it for 2 weeks

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Thanks I’ll make contact x

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