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    Hi Warby,i re read your og thread earlier,i originally read you was taking a cple a day for 10 months! You was taking 3, 4-5 times a day! No wonder you have been thru hell! I did wonder why you was still suffering! Please do not try an just take a cple for pain,they will grab you again,honestly they kid you no end!

    I am sore this morning and Ibroprophen not touching it,however i know what the others bring, so ill just be miserable lol.

    You have done really well Warby,any hardship you now face you know it wont be as bad as an opiate withdrawal! Hopefully sail through things.

    Good luck my friend.

    Stay strong all! ???????? ❤️

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    Hi all

    I havnt had a line in nearly 3 years. Alcohol was my gateway to cocaine.I drank i used simple as that.I think as soon as the alcohol takes effect rationality has gone,so alot if us will use .

    I had to get rid of all old friends that was still at it,stopped drinking(that was harder)and half the battle was won.

    Good luck with your journey all!

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi Caw
    I too have a problem with alcohol,13 years dry untill 3 years ago when my wife moved on.i have been dry since.
    Imo if you try and cut some drink out of your routine you may be able to get your consumption down so you will have less ill effect on your body.Here if you beed to chat! Good luck! Mark

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    Hi all,

    Just keeping in touch with you all.

    Hope everyone is ok this morning. ????

    Warby i think has done it,well done Warby! Wynter i know you will still be around.I hope you feel a little better today,not nice to go through especially after what you have been through of late.

    Sophie, John i hope you are both carrying on with your fight.I will try and make sure i come on regular if anyone needs it! I think Wynter is going to do the same.

    41 days today.6 weeks tomorrow! Seems soo long ago!

    Good luck all,thinking of you all and sending good vibes! ????????????????????

    MarkyMark
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    This place also helps me stay on course as it were!seriously hard times,i asked for help a cple of times(even though not religious)!

    Tis great that it is like a little family! Family of understanding! Stay strong all ???????? ❤️

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    I bet you slept like a log,after all that Wynter ????

    Pets ay,like family.

    Yeah i suprised i am here at 40 days! I counted my dhc earlier nearly 700 there lol.

    I tried to give it the chemist but they wouldnt accept it.Strange.

    Gonna be flush i think! Scary as f*** is that! Yikes! Them bieng there has helped in a weird way,but if i go weak weak they are there.????‍♂️ i dunno.

    Stay strong all ????????????

    MarkyMark
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    Hi Jackmac,i hope you had the support to get clean.If you go to the bottom of the thread it will give more support ????

    MarkyMark
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    Didnt work,was replying to the first post to put messages up the top.Have seen a few replies of late that are getting missed.

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    Hi all that are new,please scroll all the way to the bottom of the page for up to date support!
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    MarkyMark
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    Hi all,imho i think it has to be it with opiate painkillers.

    Apparently our brains recognise it and start the process again! However everyone is different as they say. Personally i have an addictive personality so i am not going to risk it.I am missing them more now than i was at the beginning. I will not though(he says). I got too stay strong 40 days today.Just shy of six weeks.So i would be absolutely devastated to start again,dunno if i could! Anyhow enough negativity for today!

    Hope Warby is good now,thoughts are still with you Wynter,i had to leave vets via back entrance i balled so much when i lost my doggo.So i know how that feels.

    Have a good day all,stay strong! ????????????????????????

     

     

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    Hi John,no message came thru buddy ! I hope you are doing ok ???? stay strong! ????????????

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    Hi all

    My apolgies Wynter lol…dunno why i thought that.Heyho.Like you say it don’t matter,we are all victims of these pills.

    Soph as Wynter said it’s extremely hard getting off these things.

    I read earlier someone fell at 40 days! Now that scares me as am 40 days tomorrow, i have still not alot of motivation.Cannot even be bothered to eat properly.

    However i am still quite confident i wont use. I fell at 7 days by rewarding myself for getting to 7 days!! Wtf!?? Lol

    Now that is mad thinking(pills make you think a certain way)

    Every day is a victory! I get to 6pm an i done another day! So 10 mins an i done 39 ????

    I was reminded how much a massive thing it is earlier,just when i needed it,reason for everything they say!

    Anyhow waffled on enough,good luck over night all!

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    MarkyMark
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    Hi guys!

    I hope you are ok Wynter! Thoughts are with you man.

    Warby your liver will heal,pretty resilient as im lead to believe.Your not stupid for typing your woes my friend,we are all different and need some reassuring sometimes. So do not be thinking that! As i said to Wynter,the codiene you was taking was suppressing your feelings,so now anything is going to seem alot worse than it is.

    Wynter has had alot thrown at him of late, look how strong he is(bet he doesnt feel it though) however he is! We can see it!

    I am sending strength and hugs to all today,seems like some good vibes are needed!

    Stay strong troops! ????????????????????????????????????????

     

     

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    Ohh Wynter….things are sent to try us im afraid! I know things are super hard at the moment,things will change,you know they will,it is just so sad as you say.Thoughts are with you my friend! You won’t touch the devil i know you wont! Think of them good memories mate,you know alot of your sadness will be heightened due to no codiene to supress it! Am with you man,just holla if ya need? I shall keep checking in.

    Have a cple of diazepam, after all its what they are for,short term use ???????????? stay strong Wynter ????????

    MarkyMark
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    Wow 7 weeks!! What an achievement Wynter! Are you back to normalish now?

    I had another walk today! Only cple k but still got out.

    Looking forward to hitting 6 weeks on Saturday! Hoping most of it is nearly done.

    Well done all ????????????

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