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Warby, Wynter hope you are both well! I think Warby has smashed it! As has yourself Wynter! We have another adition to the NIGHTMARE CREW! Senging hugs guys/gals ????????????
Hi John
Firstly ill say your story is similar to alot of us here! It is one big battle my friend.I was on remedine forte(codydramol) or similar, then the pharmacy stopped getting them,so the doctor just prescribed 30mg dhc with paracetamol to go with them.
To be honest that suited me, due to the amount of paracetamol i was consuming with the dhc.Also it allowed me to have Ibroprophen with them that helped me more with pain.
I done everything you do or did,including the shop!! Just able to do that on my own now, 5 weeks plus of no dhc. I am seriously getting better, although i am experiencing more pain where i had dhc before.Ibroprophen doesnt help some days,however i have to learn to live with it and adapt, because dhc destroys you,emotionally, physically and every other f***ing way,honestly. As you have probably already read in this thread.Opiates are a living nightmare.
We are all here for you John,we are! The thread started out on someones 18 days free.I never thought i and others would get to there,but we have! This thread helps no end! I have been tempted several times but i would lose 38 days! Not happening no more.Them 38 will grow.
I went my first week free and rewarded myself by taking 3.5 pills,omg i felt so let down,ashamed ect…i started again the next day!
How many mgs you on a day John if you don’t mind me asking? No prob if not!
Good luck on your journey my friend!! ????????????????????
Hi all
Warby hope you are sleeping now an the worst is over.
Wynter you sure are right,after all we have been through with these pills ,you would think we would never think of them again! How wrong is that! Day 37 now,had a brisk walk this morning,in the sun so that should release some dopamine.
Here’s wishing everyone a strong day! Do not let your guard down,they will be in you in a flash! Carry on the great work all,wishing you a speedy recovery ???????????? ????????????
Day 36..
Slept better last night.
Still no motivation, nothing.
Long old road is this,just got to stay strong,cannot believe i want them pills again! Not going too,however i honestly thought tapering would get rid of cravings.Never mind,as someone said is a marathon not a mile.
Stay strong all ???????? ????
I am lucky enough to be prescribed diazepam,although they are next on the list to be rid of! However they have been a life saver especially tapering down dhc 1 tablet a week,i still had really aching ankles(was puching them for relief) lasted about 3 daysbut the psychological effect for 10 weeks was severe! Its strange,wasnt as bad as CT but defo prolonged lesser symptoms!
Be kind to yourself everyone,you are smashing it!!????????????
Haha was thinking the same Wynter ???????? 3 more month an I’ll be as mad as i used to be! ????
I am trying to manifest positivity but not doing all that well atm! Will get there though,as we all will ????????
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Hi all,i just wrote an essay then dropped my phone an lost it all ????♂️
Ill cut it short,after 4 months our brain will start to produce dopamine by itself.In other words….no matter how much damage we have done,it IS repairable with NO outside influences. Just saying really….i was under the impression we had to do lots of outside things to help learn again.I havnt explained it very well,not very good at this.
Back to the present, everyone as long as you keep clean things WILL get BETTER,just may take time.
Big hug to you ALL! Well done!! ????????????????????
Hi all,well i thought the waking up early hours was over…..nope! I think the dihydrocodeine being stronger than codiene in why i am venturing on PAWS…i knew it wasnt gonna be pretty but at 5weeks thought would be better.
There is still light,35days today!
Stay strong all ????????
Also do not know why i want to use again,strange…
All the best guys/gals! ????
I am scared to death of the future! I really am. I just hope something clicks within me type of thing.I am seriously thinking of na or similar.
Stay strong all ????????
Gonna have to start calling you “SuperWarby” still managing to work! As others have said,you are super strong my friend.
I cannot remember who said it now,however i feel you will feel better quicker with plenty of rest.
I take my hat off to you!
I cannot help beating myself up because of no motivation,anxiety ect…i just have to keep “manifesting” i WILL get better soon.
Take care all and stay strong ????????
I had an urge to use today…..because of the symptoms above. I will not though, not wasting 34 days!
I hope and pray ???? ????
The lady has not got a clue saying heroin withdrawel is 2 weeks?? Wow! So whats the point of 3mth rehab then?
Crazy advice that is! You will get there Warby,hoping you had a better night last night,as Wynter said,no need to apologise my friend, no need at all! Fingers crossed for you! 5 weeks tomorrow for me and still anxiety an lack of motivation a problem,i have just got to keep going and pray it will get better! ????
Stay strong ????????
Years ago i used to spend loads,this time it was just imodium and vit c!
Tried all the othere things years ago.To no avail.
It will get better Warby,what sticks in my mind is someone said “whats a cple of months to the rest of your life.I KNOW that doesnt help,however it is soo true!
The thought of bieng drug free forever still scares me alot,so does the future without the pills! I have to become a better person without the help of drugs!
Scary!
I will say this Warby! Your doing amazing still working going through all this,you really are,look how many nights you done already man!! Doffs cap! ????????????
Hi Warby,i have used cbd oil,however it came from a cbd stockist as i was told the stuff in the chemists are nowhere near as good.Just what ive been told.Good luck today,i pray you slept a little better last night.
Stay strong ????????
Wynter,while i remember, my mum used to take a seasickness tablet called cinnerazine for her migraines! She says they work a treat if taken before the full set on ????
I think we are all different.
When it comes to withdrawal. I am on day 32 an still have awful anxiety.I wake up looking for it! Crazy crazy drugs they are.I am starting to get normal motivation back,all be it minimal.
We will get there guys,i know we will be helping others out in this thread in the future,years clean! We can only hope an pray! ????
Same as you guys am on my own,so its a case of doing it.
Cannot believe am at 32 days really can’t.
Tmi most probalby but had my first solid no2 today!! Yippee haha.
Stay strong guys!! ????????