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Wow meg, that’s an awful lot to go through especially at such a young age. It does sound similar to my story in that I thought I could help him, even though as far as I knew he hadn’t used herion for 7 years and that I don’t take drugs myself and don’t like those kind of situations. It’s all still very raw for me at the moment, it only all came to ahead on the 5th October and since then I’m on an emotional roller foster even though I have ended the relationship which will probably be the hardest decision I’ll ever have to make. I’m glad to hear you are in a good place now and wish you all the very best for ur future xx
It is so hard, I have been to see a family support officer today, and some things she said, I’m wondering how long this has actually been going on for, there have been lots of occasions and things within the home that I have thought has been strange and I’m wondering now whether the pieces are coming together, I’ll never know the truth as he won’t tell me. I feel as though he has been living a double life and wonder whether what we had was real. I feel sick to think he still hasn’t got help and worry constantly, although there is nothing I can do, I understand he has to seek help and take those next steps, I just hope and prey to god that he does. Thank you all for your support xx
So the last contact I had with my partner was Friday night, I have been in contact with his family to see how he is, today apparently was the day he was going to get help, why wait until today anyway I have no idea. Instead of a positive phone all, I had yet another heart wrenching call to say he had overdosed yet again, the 3rd time in 8 days. He is now back in hospital. I can’t take much more
Thank you, I still can’t get my head around it so I do need to seek done kind of help I think, although today I am feeling angry at the moment, I’m worrying myself sick every minute of the days and it’s clear he isn’t thinking about me one bit, I honestly thought that he loved me so much but now I think that if he thought anything of me he would have sought help by now after I was on my hands and knees begging him to get help last week. I may be sounding like a cow now but I can’t understand it, I can’t understand drugs and why people would want to ruin their lives and the lives of everyone else around them who only want the best for them and love them with all their hearts
I am absolutely devastated, he was my world, i haven’t been able to go back home as the thought of being there without him tears me apart, he is the best person I’ve ever met when ‘straight’. I just cannot understand why.. Why after so long go back to it, knowing that it would be the end for us. I thought we were happy, I just cannot get my head around it, and cannot stop worrying about him, what he’s doing and where he is, is he safe, so much going on in my mind but he wouldn’t tell me the truth if u were in daily contact with him which I was last week, he was still lying. Drugs ruin so many lives x
There is a lot more to this and have supported him through other drug taking, I have tried but looking bank on situations I think this has been going on for a while, everything seems to be falling into place, but it’s just constant lies and dishonesty, I just don’t know where to turn