I am absolutely devastated, he was my world, i haven’t been able to go back home as the thought of being there without him tears me apart, he is the best person I’ve ever met when ‘straight’. I just cannot understand why.. Why after so long go back to it, knowing that it would be the end for us. I thought we were happy, I just cannot get my head around it, and cannot stop worrying about him, what he’s doing and where he is, is he safe, so much going on in my mind but he wouldn’t tell me the truth if u were in daily contact with him which I was last week, he was still lying. Drugs ruin so many lives x