Hi my bf does cocaine and gamble and he says when I say stuff to him I I make it worse the next day he in a bad mood and he snaps at me says horrible things he said it’s going to be better tomorrow I’m not going on a mad one I tell him how I feel and that I cant keep doing this it’s like every weekend or every 6 yo 7 days I dont want to be nice cause he just things that it’s ok yet he keeps doing it he did it 2 days in a row and that we talk tomorrow he says he going to sort the house out tomorrow I cant leave as I’ve got know where to go as we in lock down cant ask anyone to stay and I have a job to keep it’s so hard as he makes me feel like shit then he like he knows and I get it but yet he still does it