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I am doing well. Cravings are the worst. I hope you are ok darling? you should be very proud of yourself
I am not sure if I am getting you Amelia? Have sent another post to you but it has not appeared on the site? Lol. It is day two, touch wood, going ok. It tends to be the night when I really suffer. Getting shaky and that horrible old tension headache from withdrawl. How are you?
Just read your first post. Are you ok? I too have stolen pills and have been in a very similar mental state of mind as you have my darling. Please let me know how you are going.
Have tried my darling, tapering does not seem to work for me. I have quit a few times before, it was hell! But I think I had a moment of clarity and just said ” I am fed up with living half a life, I am wasting so much time and years on this stupid addiction”. I dread to think how much money I have spent over the years on this! Lol. Probably better I do not add it up! I have lived in many places around the world and it followed me. New Zealand you can walk in and buy a pack of 72 in any chemist and they are not behind the counter. I would send my 12 year old daughter in to pick me up a box while I waited in my car outside. I am so ashamed of what I put my family through. I want to write a book in which the main character gets caught up in this awful life and addiction. There is not enough being said about us over the counter addicts. How are you going?
Hi, I am so happy to have found this forum! Its so hard with this horrible addiction and it had literally ruined the last 20 years of my life! It has cost me many jobs, my business and my marriage. I am pretty hard core, I hate it so much. I take 64 nuro plus a day. I really loved how one lady described her relationship with these awful pills as being like a lover. I too would 100 percent agree with that. Its like a love affair that consumes you and your every waking thought. The first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning and go to bed more often than not, dreaming up ways to get my hands on some for the next day. I am pretty sure you have all been in the same boat. I have disgraced myself in so many chemists and in my rare sober moments cringe to the bottom of my soles! Well, I would love to hear from some of you. Today I am going cold turkey and any encouragement would be awesome