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hello ???? i’ve just joined this group and i have read some threads about ketamine addiction and i feel just like you do and i don’t know what to do about it either.
hi , my daughter is 34 and addicted to ketamine too. i believe she has had 2 4 year stints on it- last year she had her 4th emergency surgery resulting in an ileostomy she was malnourished and at deaths door . i didn’t know the extent of her drug taking and even when it was staring me in the face it’s taken me months to get my head around it. she has also bladder kidney urinary tract issues and gone through the menopause due to malnutrition. i know she will die at some point, her 2 children now 17 and 10 have gone through hell and i have done what i can to help them. I don’t feel i have done enough the reality is i have done what i can. i have spoken with social services and they are working with her but i absolutely know she is still doing it. today my youngest grandson told me , mum had 2 of those little bags with the white dust in it and a little straw on her purse , what is it grandma? it was the same as the white dust before .
i hate her for it for the absolute miserable life this inflicts on us all- the pain we all feel is all consuming
i’m not saying anything to her about it as she will gas light her son and i don’t want him to not tell me anything else- when me and husband were on holiday last year he rung us at 1am crying, she was on it and we were in greece it was horrible and she told him afterwards that there was a bad spirit in the house that made her behave as she had – monged out , well you know what happens.
move realized where i have enabled, been co dependant, i’ve shouted begged screamed now all i want to do is cut off all ties . if the youngest wasn’t there i would. the older one went to live with his dad in the end i told him to save himself he carnt save her
i am writing this just to get something out of me , i know you be experiencing the same feelings and hurt ????
just wanted to say to you all , hello your not alone