Thank you for your stories. My husband died 9 weeks ago, in hospital. He was an alcoholic. I don’t know what to feel. He was a lovely man, who struggled with his depression and let alcohol take over his life. Our children and I are devastated but a little bit of me isn’t, I’m just numb. I don’t know what to feel or do, I’m so confused. It’s a relief that he’s not in pain but so sad for the life we’ve lost. We were together for 40 years. I loved him so much but I’m so angry with him for doing this. I don’t know how to feel.