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I hate myself when I take cocaine and can go 3-4 days without but then have a bit again and so it continues. Have binges also occasionally lasting 2-3 days with no sleep. Got into debt time and time again due to this and just wanna stop this shit. Lost friends because of this as im a different person on it. Just need something else.
I have been there. Coke will numb whatever it is you have going on but then the self despise comes in when it wears off and the only way over that is to do more and this escalates. You can be sitting down one minute and thinking about what to watch on tv and the next you’re on way to pick up and can’t stop yourself. But you always end up hating yourself after. If you want to help then it will be hard but they need to have you there at this times and them be willing to say they need it. The cravings go in about 2 weeks but it’s hard work. It’s like giving up smoking then. If you have one agin you’re back on it again.