Hi Everyone, thank you for your shared experiences, reduces the feelings of isolation . I am working hard at managing my emotions. Sadness, hopelessness and desperation ; emotions that are integrated into my life.
The story of Lindyloo’s son is a ray of hope.
I just feel so desperately sad and am aware that this is never going away. The sadness of my son not being part of his children’s lives is a permanent wound in my heart and a constant reminder of the hell of it all.
Christmas magnifies it all as many of you will understand. Happy family scenarios played out everywhere when my/our lives are falling apart with the nightmare of it all. I need to share my desperation and sadness here .
I hope you have a peaceful day