Heart felt thoughts with you Kate, I often say I’m not very good with words but the words love and mother spring to mind, thank you for sharing your story. Numb and then a flow of uncontrollable tears at the sadness. I agree, my son was exactly the same – just a bunch of lads at school, one has committed suicide and threw himself off of a car park aged 19, he was a very good artist who said he could not get off drugs and could see no way out, another 2 now dealers whose mum died of cancer when they were very young. I wish everyone on this site strength, resilience and love. That old saying, you can’t make anyone do anything but you can with yourself. I choose to have hope and love paired with utter sadness and despair, it’s not all the time but when it hits it hits hard. Take care all mums on this part of the forum and look after yourself and be the best friend to yourself xxxxxx
