I’m sorry my message doesn’t make much sense.
iv been with this man for nearly two years and he escapes every month to use crack.
I eventually moved out of the Home because I found him on the sofa bed dressed as women taking drugs while my daughter was sleeping in the Next room.
I escaped and moved into another property yet I have been seeing him on and off at his place maybe once a week but the cycle has been continuing.
He always promises that he is making a change and he’s starting programs, but they’re always words and never actions.
The problem is, I’m stuck in this cycle where I feel like I can’t break free and I don’t have the strength.
My mental health is deteriorated so much, I have mental health condition anyway, which he uses to his advantage
But just recently, he has told me that he’s ending the relationship because I’m too needy.
Every time he gets paid, I spiral because he doesn’t answer his phone and he goes radio silent and the pattern begins and it’s a push and poor method and I’m finding life very very difficult.
I try and go no contact, but I feel like I’m not strong enough.
